sorry about the long absence

our pursuit of love can sometimes be overwhelming. At an instant, ones life is thrown into a tumultuous sequence of events which logic fails to enact. Before you know it, it hits you on the head and instead goes against everything you have ever worked for. The dear effort which was put in is of little consequence when truth be told, nothing you did really mattered that much. Care nor concern or even attention was not even sparsely offered. One is left in a pulverized heap. Nothing much can be done or said to change things which fate has so honourable bestowed on him.
A relationship is like a car.. No matter how much unfaltering attention is put in, it will sooner or later break down. Money has to be then spent to fix it. Money, in this case refers to time and effort and to different individuals, differing factors.. In essence, the more the damage, the more money has to be spent. There comes a time however, where the extent of the damage simply results in repair being completely impossible. No matter how much Money is put in, the car never returns to its original condition. How odd a thing like this can happen to us.
our pursuit of what we imagine and think is love can sometimes go completely against us and instead be of harm and injury. That is a simply truth and fact of life. Nothing will ever change that.