A continuation

well, the prelims are just over.. with one down, ive got a large one ahead.. ard 40 days i presume.. tink i really have to get my act together and its about time i guess.. its difficult to come to fully understand the importance of the A levels.. i mean the direction of our lives will be set with the results from this exam.. be it succeeding and finding great jobs or just getting stuck in a rut and having no where to go.. which way do i wanna go? its obvious and anyone who doesnt know the obvious answer ought to...... yes... moving on, believe many people get really depressed during this period of time.. no outings.. only the four walls of wherever you study.. (ok you have more than 4 walls in some places.) so the gravity of the situation really is daunting.. am i up to it? well my guess is as good as yours.. all i can do however is to put my trust in God.. i know that the plans he has for me are only for my benefit and all i have to do is to do my best..

have you ever wondered where you'll be when you die? seriously? tink about it.. i mean life just goes with the click of the mouse.. (maybe not so fast) but its still worth considering.. for me, im sure.. how bout you? with all that ive seen over the years with all the missions trips and all that, spirits do exist be it they be good or bad.. there is really no doubt.. A God exists.. and from my point of view, Jesus lives.. My many mission trips to Myanmar have really served to open my eyes.. literally, right in front of my eyes, you see demon possessed people rolling about and cursing and vomiting when prayed for.. although wad you see in the movies are sometimes overdrawn for entertainment, the real thing does freak you out.. these are ordinary folks who lead normal lives.. but then prayed for, the demons that reside in them without the person's knowledge reacts and wad you see is most of the time, really scary.. so do you expect me to believe that spirits dun exist? So you ask, how do you know that Jesus is the true and living God? well for one, the demons fear even his name let alone the spirit of God.. there're so many stories that i can tell you to prove this point.. there was once in Myanmar in the northern states, my father was praying for this girl who had some problems.. the name Jesus is above every other name and so in prayer, my father just prayed for her asking for wadever that was burdening her to be removed.. unknowingly, later the demon within her began to manifest.. the whole group of christians dan surrounded her and continued praying.. into it, the spirit thru her began to plead for us to stop praying and to spare it.. you know that you know that that was the demon speaking.. you have to be there to know.. so to cut the story short, the demon was cast out and until today, she has been a conpletely changed person, active in church..

i have no idea why i wrote this today.. just wanted to just share my experiences with you all.. im indeed blessed becos of the fact that most of my friends are christians and quite fervent ones as well.. but there are those who are christians yet professional ones, living double lives and acting totally different in church and elsewhere.. im not perfect by all means, ive made my mistakes and i try to watch myself in wad i say and do.. but there are those who dont..
change is the only constant in life.. For those who arent christians, i hope this entry has been an enlightening experience on one of the many ways the spirit of God moves in.. i seriously dunno why i wrote my entry like that.. Jesus loves you and he died for you.. where will you be after life? and even if you're saved, how are you going to account for your life on earth? did you even try to lead your friends to heaven? it all boils down to really being a true disciple for Christ..

hope you've understood wad ive said.. :)
Cheers and God Bless!